There are lots of things to like about my current gig. It's never boring, I'm paid between fine and well depending on who I am working for, and it's really gratifying to have work. But I continue to blog and look for other opportunities because this doesn't seem like enough, somehow. Don't get me wrong, I am busy as all heck. Two of my contracts are committed to about 40 hours a week, and I have another with regular weekly deadlines, so I'm working lots. I just can't really see this working out long term. Am I going to be 35 and juggling 3 clients every week? The sensible thing to do is keep multiple clients, when one doesn't need me as much, I can still get paid. But maybe the magic number there is two.
And then there is the bureaucracy. I should figure out a better system for keeping track of my invoices, so I don't spend 30 min trying to submit an invoice for $350. It really eats into my effective hourly rate. For some irrational reason, I loath signing contracts too, which is a pretty regular feature of my work. I don't mean to complain, but these were problems I didn't really want to have when I got "a job."
An opportunity has come up that I should think about, but I am really having a hard time making the comparison. My internship (at the surface chemistry company) needs a part-time tech. They like me, and I think the company has a lot of promise if they can be well managed. Although, is a part-time tech position in a chemical company a step up from making fine money in my living room? Is this the opportunity I have been hoping for to get "industry experience," or is being a tech going to be a black mark on my CV that will create a life-time of hurdles for me? Is inventorying monomers and validating SPR results better than writing about IT and Biology and thinking about how kids learn?
A parallel to this entry, I'm going to write soon about mentors.